1. The beginning
2, Lines connect.
3, The canvas fills.
Today I started drawing on a new canvas.
While I was drawing, I realized that this painting continues the thoughts and feelings I had during our recent sessions.
When I noticed that, I felt very happy.
It made me realize that I can speak about my emotions through drawing.
That feeling gave me a strong sense that I have grown as an artist.
First, I drew something at the corners of the canvas.
Then I drew a heart in the center.
From the corner points, small emotions begin to travel toward the heart.
They gather slowly connect to it.
At this moment, the heart can feel confused,
almost like it has received a electric shock.
Then I calmly continue the lines, moving in circles and filling the canvas.
After that, I will add color, and I imagine that new emotions may appear.
This painting makes me feel that even terrible chaos can eventually become peace.
I would like to call this “Emotional Pixels.”
Many different and complex emotions gather together.
Each feeling becomes a small pixel.
And when they come together,
they form the landscape of my heart.
Perhaps this is my new metaphor.
